I have always loved you. A lot actually, from the day I very first met you, and after spending some time with you, I started to love you more and more. At one point I didn't think much about you anymore, and then I had to work quite hard to deserve you again, but you have always, always come back to me, just as I did to you. It is supposed to be this way, and what you are doing now is not fair. You are hurting me really, really bad, and I feel like breaking up with you. I will not do it, because I know that would hurt even more, especially since I am going to spend the entire summer with you, but... I don't know if we can be friends right now. Not today. Maybe tomorrow, maybe next week, but now I am really through with you.
The thing is that you are not a person, otherwise I would have punched you in the face. You are a language, the Spanish language to be more precise, and I thought I understood you. Right now I feel like I know (nearly) all the rules for the Subjuntivo and I know when to use Indefinido and when Imperfecto, but I keep on making mistakes. I have been worried for exams before, worried that I didn't do as good as I expect myself to. This time I actually feel like I might not pass the exam, and I don't know what to do. I will focus on learning the rules some more, but for some reason I keep on messing things up.
I guess that's it. I love you so much that I don't want to disappoint you, nor myself, but I think I am going to, no matter what.
I'm sorry.
